I wonder if you know…

…I wonder if you know…if you understand, really, that all this time, when I’ve been showing you this stuff I’m into…all the things I do nowadays, all the things I have accomplished, all the things going on in my life…that I’m not bragging.  Really…I’m not.  Sometimes I think that’s how you take it.  But that’s not it at all. All this time I’ve been trying to prove to you that I’m worthy of your time.  I’m trying to impress you. I’ve been trying all this time, to convince you that I’m not the dweeby little nerd you saw way back when, who kept gawking at you like he’d just seen an angel…who kept embarrassing you in front of your friends…that you were always losing patients with.

…well…yes…I guess I still am.  But I can Do things.  I have accomplished stuff.  It isn’t bragging.  I’ve not been bragging at you all this time.  It isn’t gloating.  You act sometimes like you think I am.  I’m not.

I’ve been making you offerings.