{"id":9831,"date":"2018-04-08T10:23:12","date_gmt":"2018-04-08T15:23:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/?p=9831"},"modified":"2018-04-08T10:25:25","modified_gmt":"2018-04-08T15:25:25","slug":"funny-how-shadows-on-a-silver-screen-can-thoroughly-destroy-you-and-yet-lift-you-up","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/9831","title":{"rendered":"Funny How Shadows On A Silver Screen Can Thoroughly Destroy You&#8230;And Yet Lift You Up&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Also on Twitter the other day&#8230;<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p>Bright Wall\/Dark Room?\u00a0@BWDRFollowFollow<br \/>What\u2019s the very first movie that broke your heart?<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>Oh gosh&#8230;not even slightly hard to recall. For lots of folks my age it&#8217;s <em>Old Yeller<\/em>. But my first serious movie heartbreak was <em>The Yearling<\/em>. I was maybe 9 or 10 when I watched it on TV.<\/p>\n<p>Broke my heart twice it did&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/04\/Jody_and_flag-sm.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-9833\" src=\"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/04\/Jody_and_flag-sm.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"600\" height=\"447\" srcset=\"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/04\/Jody_and_flag-sm.jpg 600w, https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/04\/Jody_and_flag-sm-300x224.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 600px) 100vw, 600px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/04\/jody-and-fodderwing.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-9832\" src=\"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/04\/jody-and-fodderwing.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"600\" height=\"489\" srcset=\"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/04\/jody-and-fodderwing.jpg 600w, https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/04\/jody-and-fodderwing-300x245.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 600px) 100vw, 600px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;but then I went and read the novel anyway and got my heart broken all over again. But that was the book that gave me the insight into how multi-layered stories can be. I was in elementary school and pulling books from the big kid&#8217;s side of the library where I was told I was too young to really appreciate them. I nabbed a copy of the novel with the amazing N.C. Wyeth illustrations and devoured it. As I read that tragic end I suddenly realized that the title of the book referred to the boy, not the deer, and it felt like a revelation. Suddenly the world of books became larger, infinite even.\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>So when it came time to write my book report on it I put all that into it, and the demented bully of a teacher I had for that class accused me of having my mom write the report for me and gave me an F, because how could a boy my age possibly understand that. Mom was furious and brought to a teacher-parent meeting the radio I had just built from parts to show her I was smarter than she thought. But no&#8230;I was the child of a single divorced mother and that made me by definition a problem child and both of us had to be punished for it.<\/p>\n<p>Third heartbreak then. But I never gave up the joy of reading. That epiphany was too much to let go of. I&#8217;m 64 years old and my house is full of books.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Also on Twitter the other day&#8230; Bright Wall\/Dark Room?\u00a0@BWDRFollowFollowWhat\u2019s the very first movie that broke your heart? Oh gosh&#8230;not even slightly hard to recall. For lots of folks my age it&#8217;s Old Yeller. But my first serious movie heartbreak was The Yearling. I was maybe 9 or 10 when I watched it on TV. Broke [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[103],"class_list":["post-9831","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-life","tag-the-human-heart"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9831","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=9831"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9831\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=9831"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=9831"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=9831"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}