{"id":7852,"date":"2014-07-21T14:17:54","date_gmt":"2014-07-21T19:17:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/?p=7852"},"modified":"2014-07-21T14:18:28","modified_gmt":"2014-07-21T19:18:28","slug":"damage","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/7852","title":{"rendered":"Damage"},"content":{"rendered":"

This came across my Facebook stream just now…<\/p>\n

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Op-ed: All Gay People Are Screwed Up and It’s OK<\/a><\/h3>\n

We all face a deficit for growing up LGBT in a straight world. Admitting it is the first step in making sure the next generation gets a better deal.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

Like the writer, Neal Broverman, it surprises me that this is controversial. \u00a0It shouldn’t be.<\/p>\n

It sometimes takes a harsh circumstance to remind us how different our lives are. In The Case Against 8, HBO’s powerful documentary on the defeat of California’s antigay ballot initiative, lead plaintiff Kristin Perry had an “a-ha moment” while testifying in front of a federal judge. Defense attorney Ted Olson asked Perry if she thought granting marriage equality to gays and lesbians would have an effect on other forms of LGBT discrimination. Perry said her whole life would have been different, and better, if the biggest choice she made in it \u2014 marriage \u2014 was given the same weight and respect as everyone else’s: “So, if Prop. 8 were undone and kids like me, growing up in Bakersfield right now, can never know what this felt like, then I assume their entire lives would be on a higher arc, they would live with a higher sense of themselves that would improve the quality of their entire life.”<\/p>\n

Reflecting on that moment later, she said, “It was powerful to connect the dots spontaneously on the stand and realize you’ve been living under this blanket of hate everywhere you turn…<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

Every crush I’ve ever had, every gay guy I’ve ever tried to date, every perfect match I thought I’d found, they were all wounded. And I have to suppose they looked at me and saw the same, good as I had it compared to a lot of other gay guys. I didn’t get sent to a camp, I didn’t get thrown out of the house, I wasn’t told by my own parents that I wasn’t loved. But you don’t grow up in a world that tells you from every direction that you are despised without taking it to heart.<\/p>\n

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Mad #145, Sept \u00e2\u20ac\u02dc71, from “Greeting Cards For The
\nSexual Revolution” \u00e2\u20ac\u201c “To A Gay Liberationist”<\/em><\/p>\n

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“The thought of turning…of turning involuntarily into one of them frightened me…and made me sick with anger.”<\/em><\/p>\n

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\nJake shows the kids how to deal with a limp wrist faggot in Larry Weltz’ “Gearjammer”, \u00a0Bakersfield Kountry Komics<\/strong>, 1973<\/i><\/p>\n

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And the worst of it is you grow up accustomed to it all, and you forget the wounds are there, always defeating you and you don’t even know it anymore, because you’ve accepted that as your lot in life. \u00a0But it is rust on the soul.<\/p>\n

It is a constant struggle to live the life you should have had all along. \u00a0But it is a noble one…<\/p>\n

Later in the documentary when Perry is discussing the discrimination she experiences, she says, while tearing up, “The sad parts [of being an LGBT person], I feel like I’m OK with because I’d rather be who I am today than somebody who never felt challenged and never had to find out who they really were. And I know who I am.”<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

Oscar Wilde, who suffered his own terrible wounds, once said that we are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars. \u00a0I’d put it differently. \u00a0We are all damaged, but we have survived and we are not cowed.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

This came across my Facebook stream just now… Op-ed: All Gay People Are Screwed Up and It’s OK We all face a deficit for growing up LGBT in a straight world. Admitting it is the first step in making sure the next generation gets a better deal. Like the writer, Neal Broverman, it surprises me […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[38,32,41,12],"class_list":["post-7852","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-life","tag-gay-history","tag-hate","tag-prejudice","tag-the-struggle-for-our-lives"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7852","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7852"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7852\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7852"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7852"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7852"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}