{"id":7386,"date":"2013-09-27T12:29:04","date_gmt":"2013-09-27T17:29:04","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/?p=7386"},"modified":"2013-09-27T12:30:25","modified_gmt":"2013-09-27T17:30:25","slug":"remapping-of-my-world-continues","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/7386","title":{"rendered":"Remapping Of My World Continues&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I still keep flashing back to the memory of seeing Claudia thrashing on the street after she&#8217;d been hit, and bending over her as she died. It&#8217;s a horrible memory but it isn&#8217;t sticking to me as much now, or coming back as often. \u00a0 I told some co-workers that BGE was coming to my house today to install the new smart meters and one of them who didn&#8217;t know asked if I had a pet and I said that I used to and I guess something in my voice told her to leave it at that. Then I flashed back for a while but it stopped pretty soon after. \u00a0 It isn&#8217;t cutting me up so much now that I don&#8217;t see her coming to greet me, tail held high when I come home. \u00a0 I&#8217;ve pretty much stopped calling her name quietly while standing alone out on my porch at night.<\/p>\n<p>So it goes&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I still keep flashing back to the memory of seeing Claudia thrashing on the street after she&#8217;d been hit, and bending over her as she died. It&#8217;s a horrible memory but it isn&#8217;t sticking to me as much now, or coming back as often. \u00a0 I told some co-workers that BGE was coming to my [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[166,167],"class_list":["post-7386","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-life","tag-claudia","tag-grief"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7386","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7386"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7386\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7386"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7386"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7386"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}