{"id":611,"date":"2007-03-12T21:17:34","date_gmt":"2007-03-13T02:17:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/611"},"modified":"2007-03-12T21:17:34","modified_gmt":"2007-03-13T02:17:34","slug":"sadness","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/611","title":{"rendered":"Sadness"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I stepped outside a few moments ago for a cigar walk, and my little side street was full of cop cars.&nbsp; There were police on the front porch of a neighbor&#8217;s house.&nbsp; A couple I know, a nice friendly and cheerful, Quaker couple had apparently had a fight, and a bad one.&nbsp; One of them, I don&#8217;t know which, was taken away in a police van.&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>They have two small children.&nbsp; I can&#8217;t imagine what they&#8217;re going through right now.&nbsp; When my own parents divorced, the fireworks happened sometime between when I was 2 and 3.&nbsp; When I was older and they were seeing each other again, I never saw them fight.&nbsp; They always seemed close to each other.&nbsp; I have no other memories of them together, where they weren&#8217;t happy with each other.&nbsp; I&#8217;m so grateful for that.\n<\/p>\n<p>I tend to idealize couples the I know.&nbsp; They have something I was never able to find for myself.&nbsp; I put their relationships up on a pedestal.&nbsp; I forget sometimes in my own loneliness that they often struggle too, even having what they have.&nbsp; I see things like this and it just hurts so much inside.&nbsp; These were the last two I&#8217;d have ever thought would have police stepping in.&nbsp; I want love to succeed.&nbsp; I want them to be happy.&nbsp; Its such a lonely world.<\/p>\n<p>The cops are gone now.&nbsp; I saw another couple come to their door and were let in.&nbsp; Friends I suppose&#8230;I&#8217;ve never seen them here before.&nbsp; I hope whatever it was they get it sorted out eventually.&nbsp; Its such a lonely world.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I stepped outside a few moments ago for a cigar walk, and my little side street was full of cop cars.&nbsp; There were police on the front porch of a neighbor&#8217;s house.&nbsp; A couple I know, a nice friendly and cheerful, Quaker couple had apparently had a fight, and a bad one.&nbsp; One of them, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7,1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-611","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-life","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/611","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=611"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/611\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=611"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=611"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=611"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}