{"id":473,"date":"2006-12-12T16:35:05","date_gmt":"2006-12-12T21:35:05","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/473"},"modified":"2006-12-12T16:35:05","modified_gmt":"2006-12-12T21:35:05","slug":"and-isaac-saw-the-knife-in-his-fathers-hand","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/473","title":{"rendered":"And Isaac Saw The Knife In His Father&#8217;s Hand&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/blog.washingtonpost.com\/offbeat\/2006\/12\/evangelical_gay_sex_redux.html\">Emil Steiner at the Washington Post asks<\/a>, &quot;What&#8217;s going on in Colorado&#8217;s Evangelical community?&quot;&nbsp; Well&#8230;<a href=\"http:\/\/pageoneq.com\/rssfeedstuff\/index.php?id=9989\">here&#8217;s what&#8217;s going on<\/a>, and not just in Colorado&#8230;<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p>Sitting cross-legged in jeans and an open-collar shirt, Barnes spoke in his video about evolving feelings growing up in a firm moral family: from confused little boy to adolescent racked with self-loathing and guilt.<\/p>\n<p>In their only talk about sex, Barnes said his father took him on a drive and talked about what he would do if a &quot;fag&quot; approached him.<\/p>\n<p>Barnes thought, &quot;&#8217;Is that how you&#8217;d feel about me?&#8217; It was like a knife in my heart, and it made me feel even more closed.&quot;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>I have a strong hunch that dad was having some thoughts about how manly his boy was, and decided to lay it on the line for him.&nbsp; It did it&#8217;s work.&nbsp; When <a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Binding_of_Isaac\">Abraham took his son to the sacrificial altar<\/a>, so the story goes, an angel stayed his hand just at the moment he was about to put the knife into his son.&nbsp; But I don&#8217;t think even an angel could stop some parents.&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Emil Steiner at the Washington Post asks, &quot;What&#8217;s going on in Colorado&#8217;s Evangelical community?&quot;&nbsp; Well&#8230;here&#8217;s what&#8217;s going on, and not just in Colorado&#8230; Sitting cross-legged in jeans and an open-collar shirt, Barnes spoke in his video about evolving feelings growing up in a firm moral family: from confused little boy to adolescent racked with self-loathing [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[13,28,12],"class_list":["post-473","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-religion","tag-sexual-orientation","tag-the-struggle-for-our-lives"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/473","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=473"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/473\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=473"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=473"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=473"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}