{"id":4337,"date":"2010-01-11T20:23:39","date_gmt":"2010-01-12T01:23:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/?p=4337"},"modified":"2010-01-11T20:23:39","modified_gmt":"2010-01-12T01:23:39","slug":"taking-stock","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/4337","title":{"rendered":"Taking Stock&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Damn&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>I own a house of my own.<\/p>\n<p>And&#8230;a Mercedes-Benz&#8230;that I bought <em>New<\/em>&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><em>New&#8230;!<\/em> It&#8217;s mine&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>And I&#8217;m working for the Hubble Space Telescope&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m actually working for the space program&#8230; \u00a0 <em>The fucking Space Program!<\/em> Making a living at it&#8230;getting a paycheck for it and everything&#8230; \u00a0 A really nice paycheck&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>And I live within walking distance of where I work&#8230;and to two nice grocery stores and some nice restaurants and stuff&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>And&#8230;I can just decide if I want to take a vacation to Key West later this spring&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Or go for a drive through the southwest&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>And I own a house of my own&#8230;<em>a fucking house of my own<\/em>&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>A house of my own&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>How the hell did this ever happen to <em>me<\/em>&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>The little geek whose clothes never fit right. \u00a0 I was the joke of my Jr. High&#8230; \u00a0 Ugly. \u00a0 Crooked teeth. \u00a0 Weird. \u00a0 Everyone laughed&#8230; \u00a0 I was a nerd&#8230; \u00a0 \u00a0 A nothing&#8230;a little faggot&#8230; \u00a0 \u00a0 A laugh&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Figured I&#8217;d always be a stock boy&#8230;a disposable run of the mill nothing&#8230;living in rented rooms somewhere if I was lucky&#8230; \u00a0 Just struggling to survive and make ends meet&#8230; \u00a0 Ugly&#8230;an ugly nothing&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>How the hell did all this ever happen to <em>me<\/em>&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Damn&#8230; I own a house of my own. And&#8230;a Mercedes-Benz&#8230;that I bought New&#8230; New&#8230;! It&#8217;s mine&#8230; And I&#8217;m working for the Hubble Space Telescope&#8230; I&#8217;m actually working for the space program&#8230; \u00a0 The fucking Space Program! Making a living at it&#8230;getting a paycheck for it and everything&#8230; \u00a0 A really nice paycheck&#8230; And I live [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[80],"class_list":["post-4337","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-life","tag-life-rapture"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4337","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4337"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4337\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4337"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4337"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4337"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}