{"id":1619,"date":"2008-09-13T20:17:57","date_gmt":"2008-09-14T01:17:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/?p=1619"},"modified":"2008-09-13T20:17:57","modified_gmt":"2008-09-14T01:17:57","slug":"i-cant-draw-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/1619","title":{"rendered":"I Can&#8217;t Draw"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Part of the reason I took the long weekend, besides it&#8217;s my birthday and I wanted the time free, was I wanted to try and get re-acquainted with my drawing table.&nbsp; But all weekend long so far I haven&#8217;t even been able to look at it.<\/p>\n<p>I can&#8217;t draw.&nbsp; But it wouldn&#8217;t be correct to say that I&#8217;m blocked.&nbsp; My head is full of ideas for cartoons and other artwork.&nbsp; I just don&#8217;t want to sit down to the drafting table and pull it out of me.&nbsp; I don&#8217;t want to go there.&nbsp; Inside.&nbsp; Where the drawing comes from.&nbsp;\n<\/p>\n<p>I ran away from it for almost fifteen years, from the mid-1980s to 2001, when I started posting my political cartoons here for the first time.&nbsp; What I found when I picked up pencil and pen again after so long was I&#8217;d lost a lot of it.&nbsp; It was a struggle to get it back.&nbsp; But then I got better.&nbsp; Better then I&#8217;d ever been.&nbsp; I&#8217;m starting to be afraid now that I&#8217;m headed for another dry period.&nbsp; And it&#8217;s not dry in the sense that I have nothing to put down on paper.&nbsp; I have lots to put down on paper.&nbsp; Tons.&nbsp; But&#8230;I don&#8217;t want to any more.&nbsp; It just seems so pointless now&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>I remember back in the 1980s&#8230;which were a terrible period of time in my life&#8230;first the interest in drawing and painting went away, then my interest in photography.&nbsp; Eventually all my creative interests just&#8230;stopped.&nbsp; That was the period I took up computer programming, which eventually led to a whole new career and lots more money then I&#8217;d ever dreamed of making.&nbsp; So you could argue that it was a net gain.&nbsp; But it wasn&#8217;t.&nbsp; It was deathly cold and horrible.&nbsp; That&#8217;s where I&#8217;m headed.&nbsp; Again.&nbsp; It looks like.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Part of the reason I took the long weekend, besides it&#8217;s my birthday and I wanted the time free, was I wanted to try and get re-acquainted with my drawing table.&nbsp; But all weekend long so far I haven&#8217;t even been able to look at it. I can&#8217;t draw.&nbsp; But it wouldn&#8217;t be correct to [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1619","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1619","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1619"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1619\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1619"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1619"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1619"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}