{"id":13562,"date":"2025-02-18T11:36:25","date_gmt":"2025-02-18T16:36:25","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/?p=13562"},"modified":"2025-02-18T11:37:35","modified_gmt":"2025-02-18T16:37:35","slug":"nobody-rides-for-free","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/13562","title":{"rendered":"Nobody Rides For Free"},"content":{"rendered":"

I\u2019ve actually restarted work on an art piece I began several years ago and I can\u2019t tell whether that\u2019s improved my head space or that a better headspace has somehow made it possible for me to go back to my drafting table. I suspect it\u2019s the former because I have no idea what could have possibly improved my mindset at this time. But it could be anticipation of my upcoming Walt Disney World DVC vacation. But there\u2019s pain there too, this particular visit.<\/p>\n

The art piece is an absolutely unique one for me, in that it\u2019s a pencil and charcoal drawing, no ink, and there will only ever be that one original. Only my oil paintings have been one-offs up to now. The artwork doesn\u2019t scan well but I\u2019ve no plans on making high quality scans anyway. I wanted to try something entirely in pencil and charcoal on high quality cold press paper, not the Strathmore board I usually use for my artwork. That sort of paper is usually used for water colors but I thought the texture would be good for how I work with charcoal. I wanted to try something without ink, all grey scale in graphite and charcoal, and I wanted it to be a finished piece, not something I would tweak later in the computer. Something frameable.<\/p>\n

But that caused my innate fear of failure to bring a halt to it after I got only a third of the way through it. The computer has turned into something of a crutch over time, and it\u2019s why I don\u2019t use media I can\u2019t easily erase and redraw over. Some of the most amazing political art I\u2019ve seen employed Conte Crayon or grease pencil and once you put something down with one of those that\u2019s it, unless you\u2019re working for publication and can get away with white gauche correction like Herblock did (you should see his originals\u2026they\u2019re full of that\u2026but it didn\u2019t show up in the halftone newsprint process so he knew what he could get away with). One of the grand masters of the form, David Low, once said that every cartoon he did took three days to complete, two spent in labor, and one \u201cremoving the appearance of labor.\u201d I have tried over the years to take heart in that. Instead I\u2019ve felt badly all the time about not getting over my fear of making a mistake on the drawing and learning to use those old techniques of the masters. This was going to be an attempt at making a start on that and I choked.<\/p>\n

So I put it aside, but somewhere I could see it every time I went down into my art room. I needed it to remind me.<\/p>\n

Somehow, the other day, something clicked and I could see a way forward with it, and I got a renewed interest in it coming from who knows where. Maybe it was something adjacent to my sudden interest in developing and scanning in some film that had been languishing for years. Maybe it was a willingness to visit its themes, which are full of so much joy and pain both after watching and reading so many new stories of young gay couples in love. But one day I took another look and I saw a way forward with it, and I put it back on my drafting table for the first time in years. I\u2019ve been working on it in little baby steps for several days now and for the first time in years I\u2019m feeling really good about where it\u2019s going.<\/p>\n

The work in progress is here at the end of this blog post, but be warned: It\u2019s not pornography, I don\u2019t do pornography, but it\u2019s probably NSFW either. As I said, it doesn\u2019t scan well but I can snap some shots of it off my iPhone. My intent though is there will only ever be one copy.<\/p>\n

There\u2019s a backstory.<\/p>\n

Somewhere, possibly a Fark Photoshop contest, I came across an image of someone wearing bluejeans. But the image is tightly focused on just their hips\u2026bare skin above the beltline and these tight fitting blue jeans below\u2026with a product tag hanging off one of the belt loops. The tag reads:<\/p>\n

WARNING: Removing this article of clothing guarantees the wearer a portion of your soul.<\/em><\/p>\n

Most of us, except for low life creeps, know how that works. You lay down with someone and afterward they will be somewhere deep in your soul forever, for better or worse, but hopefully for the better. I thought the image was cute in its way and I made a print and stuck it on the wall behind the art room bar.<\/p>\n

Time passes, the universe expands, and one day my brother came for a visit to Casa del Garrett East. While he was here he wanted to go to the local Harley-Davidson dealers to get a t-shirt from each with their locality on it, because collecting those is a Harley thing. So we went to the dealer off RT 40 near White Flint and while he was browsing around so was I.<\/p>\n

Time was I really wanted a Sportster, so I was gawking at some of those. Then I walked over to where they had their fashion selection. Leather jackets and various Harley branded items. Over in the t-shirt section where the usual motorcycle culture prints, including one kinda rude one I\u2019d seen many times before\u2026<\/p>\n

Gas, Grass, or Ass. Nobody Rides For Free.<\/em><\/p>\n

And looking at that t-shirt I remembered the image behind the bar back home and thought: there\u2019s two sides to that coin isn\u2019t there.<\/p>\n

And immediately an image came to mind.<\/p>\n

A young guy is camped camped on the side of a dirt backroad somewhere in the middle of nowhere. It\u2019s somewhere deep in the empty wide open spaces of the American southwest. The road he\u2019s camped beside goes in a straight line and vanishes somewhere over the distant horizon. His motorcycle is nearby, and also his empty sleeping bag and camp stove. The young man stands looking to the sunrise in the far horizon with his morning cup of coffee in one hand, and the other resting on his naked hip; he\u2019s only wearing a t-shirt since he\u2019s just got himself awake and hasn\u2019t dressed yet. His back is to the viewer, his t-shirt drapes suggestively just above his very cute butt. On the back of his t-shirt is a message that reads: Nobody Rides For Free.<\/p>\n

This came fully formed to mind in that moment I saw the t-shirt there at the Harley dealer. The only change I made to it when I set down to draw it was initially he had a companion with him who was still asleep in his sleeping bag. But the more I thought about it I decided that, no, he\u2019s alone on his road trip to somewhere.<\/p>\n

At first you might think it\u2019s just an effort in sexy art. Which it is, but there\u2019s more to it I hope the viewer sees. It\u2019s not just about whatever struggles he\u2019s having in the romance department (because he wouldn\u2019t be wearing that t-shirt if things had been easy for him), it\u2019s about he\u2019s looking ahead to the life he wants to find\u2026somewhere, somehow, over that horizon. Desire and dreams. Life as a road trip. Nobody rides for free.<\/p>\n

It\u2019s interesting how the artistic process works in your head. Or mine anyway. I have such a vivid imagination that I rarely do preliminary drawings and roughs. I think it until I can see in my mind exactly how I want it to look before I start drawing. I do make tweaks once I start, but they\u2019re very few.<\/p>\n

So it was really important to me that I get this one right. It had to be my best ever, and deep down inside I don\u2019t see myself as being that good. But I work on it because there\u2019s no other way. I have to get it out of me. And this one says just about everything I\u2019ve ever wanted to say in my art paintings and drawings\u2026if not my art photography, which is just relentlessly bleak (unless I get to work with a model which I haven\u2019t in decades (are you out there Robbie? I bet you\u2019re still beautiful\u2026thanks for nothing Jon and Joe\u2026)). My other art is a lot more positive. This includes A Coming Out Story. The political cartoons are what they are.<\/p>\n

So here is the work in progress. Please be kind…it is nowhere near finished, but hopefully you can see where it’s going. Some of this is cropped because of how I had to capture it in the iPhone, so there is more to it on the sides than you see here. There’s probably still months of work ahead because I’m doing this in baby steps. I may post more updates as I go along.<\/p>\n

Something seems to be reawakening inside of me. Hopefully it stays away for a while. I feel so much better today than I have in a long time.<\/p>\n

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