{"id":13206,"date":"2024-09-26T06:08:22","date_gmt":"2024-09-26T11:08:22","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/?p=13206"},"modified":"2024-10-07T11:32:12","modified_gmt":"2024-10-07T16:32:12","slug":"im-not-crazy-im-just-ahead-of-the-curve","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/13206","title":{"rendered":"I&#8217;m Not Crazy, I&#8217;m Just Ahead Of The Curve"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Okay&#8230;he said he wasn&#8217;t a monster, not that he wasn&#8217;t crazy. But I like this take on it better.<\/p>\n<p>There&#8217;s a story you seem to like telling me. It&#8217;s about the psych class you attended and the professor who said that the most important thing to remember is to not let &#8220;them&#8221; know that you&#8217;re crazy because then they&#8217;ll take away your freedom. You&#8217;ve told me that one so often I have come to expect hearing it from you at least once per encounter. Last time you told it to me you stood up and said it right in my face.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m not sure what the point is you&#8217;re trying to get across here&#8230;whether it&#8217;s a personal life lesson you&#8217;ve taken to heart, because let&#8217;s face it the gang of friends we hung out with back in the day were all a little odd bunch of outcasts&#8230;or it&#8217;s you think I&#8217;m crazy and you&#8217;re just warning me to keep it toned down.<\/p>\n<p>Look&#8230;I&#8217;m an artist. All these years and it still feels pretentious to say so, but you saw my art room. I&#8217;m an artist. I don&#8217;t have a lot of works to show for it but I&#8217;ve lived almost my entire life under a lot of stress and that&#8217;s cost me focus. We tend to present as a bit odd, crazy even. I wear my heart on my sleeve. It&#8217;s what we do. I admit some of it can be a tad disturbing. But if I kept it bottled up inside of me it would damage me even more. And besides, there is also this quote of Shaw&#8217;s I think is good to bring up from time to time whenever this comes up:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><em>The reasonable man adapts himself to the world, the unreasonable man persists in adapting the world to himself, therefore all progress depends on the unreasonable man.<\/em><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>Go against the flow and you will get called crazy. Among other things. Until the world catches up with you. Then you&#8217;re a visionary. I&#8217;m not crazy, I&#8217;m just ahead of the curve.<\/p>\n<p>Anyway. If you think you might be crazy don&#8217;t worry about it. I worked for a time as a stock clerk in a private psychiatric hospital and I&#8217;ve seen crazy. You don&#8217;t qualify.<\/p>\n<p>If it&#8217;s Me you think is crazy, you should know that I prefer the term <em>neurodivergent<\/em>.\u00a0<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Okay&#8230;he said he wasn&#8217;t a monster, not that he wasn&#8217;t crazy. But I like this take on it better. There&#8217;s a story you seem to like telling me. It&#8217;s about the psych class you attended and the professor who said that the most important thing to remember is to not let &#8220;them&#8221; know that you&#8217;re [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[203,7],"tags":[228,271,250],"class_list":["post-13206","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-gently-tapping-my-pulpit","category-life","tag-art-nerd","tag-the-art-kid-chronicles","tag-the-bleeding-heart-chronicles"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13206","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=13206"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13206\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13221,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13206\/revisions\/13221"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=13206"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=13206"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=13206"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}