{"id":11715,"date":"2022-07-17T18:02:50","date_gmt":"2022-07-17T23:02:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/?p=11715"},"modified":"2022-07-17T18:02:50","modified_gmt":"2022-07-17T23:02:50","slug":"not-quite-the-anxiety-of-an-hiv-test-but-still","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/11715","title":{"rendered":"Not Quite The Anxiety Of An HIV Test&#8230;But Still&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>With so many people I follow on social media saying they&#8217;ve tested positive for COVID-19 I decided to use one of my test kits before it expired, just to see the result. Thankfully everyone saying so isn&#8217;t experiencing bad symptoms&#8230;some in fact aren&#8217;t experiencing any at all. Those tested as a precaution to some coming event and discovered unpleasantly that they had it. The worry is more about long term impacts, but otherwise these are in good health.<\/p>\n<p>So I ran both tests in my kit and both came back negative. I have one more kit that is due to expire soon and I&#8217;ll use it too, then go buy some new ones, use one new one immediately and save the others.<\/p>\n<p>One reason for being apprehensive in my case is the constant fatigue I am feeling, and which so I&#8217;m told is one of the symptoms. But that can also be due to my age, the heart meds I&#8217;m taking, and too little physical activity.\u00a0 I am working on the activity part twice weekly at the hospital fitness center, and I can feel it helping, so there&#8217;s that.<\/p>\n<p>I remember the stress waiting for results from an HIV test I took decades ago, after having had lovely but unprotected sex with strike three. It came back negative and the doctor who gave me the results looked at me like a guy who appreciated being able to give a patient good news every now and then, leavened with a weary look of <em>Please Now Be More Fucking Careful When Fucking&#8230;Please&#8230;<\/em> I got the unspoken message.<\/p>\n<p>Called strike three afterward and told him <em>I&#8217;m fine, we&#8217;re fine<\/em>. He had no comment. Another unspoken message, but that one sadly went right over my head.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>With so many people I follow on social media saying they&#8217;ve tested positive for COVID-19 I decided to use one of my test kits before it expired, just to see the result. Thankfully everyone saying so isn&#8217;t experiencing bad symptoms&#8230;some in fact aren&#8217;t experiencing any at all. Those tested as a precaution to some coming [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[241,55],"class_list":["post-11715","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-life","tag-covid-19","tag-this-and-that"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11715","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=11715"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11715\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=11715"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=11715"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=11715"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}