{"id":10751,"date":"2020-05-18T19:18:03","date_gmt":"2020-05-19T00:18:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/?p=10751"},"modified":"2020-05-18T19:18:03","modified_gmt":"2020-05-19T00:18:03","slug":"some-days-the-only-way-you-know-youre-alive-is-by-how-much-it-hurts","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/10751","title":{"rendered":"Some Days The Only Way You Know You&#8217;re Alive Is By How Much It Hurts&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>The more I read about schizophrenia the more I just want to curl up into a ball, cry my eyes out for a few hours, then go retire to some Ted Kaczynski cabin in the deep woods where I have no connection to the rest of the world and I don&#8217;t have to know what has happened to anyone I ever knew or felt anything for&#8230;in friendship or love&#8230;and I can imagine they all have wonderful lives and they&#8217;re having that happily ever after.<\/p>\n<p>Don&#8217;t even bother asking me why I don&#8217;t believe in an almighty god anymore. But I still believe in love. It&#8217;s a real thing. I can tell by how badly it hurts.<\/p>\n<p>So many things this human race needs to find a solution to, a cure for&#8230; Schizophrenia. Cancer. Cardiovascular disease. HIV. Loneliness. Death&#8230; We still have our work cut out for us&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The more I read about schizophrenia the more I just want to curl up into a ball, cry my eyes out for a few hours, then go retire to some Ted Kaczynski cabin in the deep woods where I have no connection to the rest of the world and I don&#8217;t have to know what [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[51,103,12],"class_list":["post-10751","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-life","tag-friends","tag-the-human-heart","tag-the-struggle-for-our-lives"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10751","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=10751"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10751\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=10751"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=10751"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brucegarrett.com\/brucelog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=10751"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}