A Coming Out Story…Why, Has It Been A Year And A Half Already?
I just this morning finished the pencils on an episode of A Coming Out Story that’s more than a tad out of sequence…about four episodes after the story arc I’ve been trying to start since…oh…almost a year ago. (sigh) But it got me started again. The story arc that’s supposed to start appearing next is the flashback to the sex ed class I had back in junior high…it was eighth grade, 1968…I can verify that because I still have my old year books and one of the gym teachers that taught it was only there when I was in eighth grade. The guy I’m drawing is a composite of him and several other awful gym teachers I had over the years. I can’t emphasize this enough: everyone in the story except me is either disguised or a composite of several people. This is particularly true of the object of my affections. I don’t want anyone embarrassed by things they did ages ago, in what was practically another world when it came to understanding sexual orientation.
The story arc after that one is an imaginary conversation with God. Both these story arcs serve to get the times I grew up in and my frame of mind during adolescence more fully understood. But I don’t want to post them out of order. After these two mini story arcs then the action moves back into the main story arc and I’m at a football game taking photos for the student newspaper, and I go to the snack tent to grab something to eat only to discover You Know Who is working the snack tent. I’ve been looking forward to drawing this part for literally years now.
It’s taken me a long time to fully appreciate that I’ve got my most creative energy in the morning. The thing about those of use who don’t or can’t earn a living by our artwork is we have regular jobs and that takes time away from the work of doing art. And the problem with that for most of us is during the work week you try to do things in the evenings after work and that just doesn’t work. Unless you’re a night person, brain does not function at the levels required then.
This holiday stay-at-home vacation has really driven this point home for me: I am at my best creatively in the morning. So I need to work on anything that requires that kind of thinking and concentration at the beginning of my day, and schedule the follow-through, or routine or drudge work in the afternoons. I do it this way I get tons of stuff done. I was already trying this at work, since a lot of what I do there in terms of programming and system engineering is a kind of creative thinking. So I schedule my day to hopefully do the creative stuff in the morning and then the follow-up and routine stuff in the afternoon and I get a lot done.
But this holiday vacation I’m really seeing it. I get up and go down to the art room and do some work and leave the cleaning chores I’d planned for the afternoon and lo and behold I actually get things done. What I need to do is get up early so I can have an hour at my drafting table before I go in.